VICTORIA ♾️ SALDINA
HELLO EARTHLINGS!
Welcome truth seeker.
I am Victoria. I've experienced significant emotional and mental pain in my lifetime, including a clinical death in my early 30’s. During which I was given only a 6% chance of my soul returning back to my body from coma that I was in.
Facing and embracing life's challenges helped me time after time hold my darkest parts with tender compassion and love. That led me to freeing myself from the suffering of this human experience.
I believe you can do the same.
Be free.
Choose to Live.
GUIDANCE I OFFER.
Plant medicine sessions + integration.
Trauma informed consultations.
This can be done in person or virtually.
Human design, Gene Keys reading.
A combination of neuroscience, psychology, somatic practices and spirituality.
Mind body spirit.
WHO AM I?
My life journey began with an abusive upbringing and fractured relationships with masculine figures from early on.
I spent most of my life being emotionally numb, dissociated and disconnected from meaningful connections with family and friends. I was seeking temporary relief in workaholism. I became a CEO at 26, thinking that becoming “someone” would distract me from the deep emotional void I felt. However, I found that status and money only deepened that void shortly after I became that “someone” as society was recommending. I felt myself like a fool and as I was scammed by life itself.
In order to protect my feminine essence, I had to conform to the rules of a man's world, completely abandoning Her in the process. The loss of my soul led to addiction and suicidal thoughts, as life lost its meaning for me. It was my rock bottom and opened a door to the dark night of the soul.
I asked for help.
Eventually, I found healing modalities that led to incredible breakthroughs, and I rediscovered a desire to live, regained child like wonder state and innocence in my heart.
I felt like an opening flower.
DEATH EXPERIENCE
Yet tragedy followed me into my adult years.
I experienced clinical death in 2020.
I was drugged by a man I went on a date with. My heart fully stopped for 12 minutes. I passed the time limit after which the brain gets damaged. I spent four days in a coma, having a very little chance of returning.
That was followed by amnesia and identity loss.
My soul had a dilemma about whether I wanted to come back. I was at Home, bathing in Infinite Love and Eternal Bliss. My soul knew that what awaited me on Earth would not be easy, recovering from this damage and facing this great injustice. But I still chose to return, it was clear I had unfinished business here.
It's a true miracle that I am here, having regained my memory, identity, and sanity. I know many stories of people who didn't make it back to their bodies after similar events.
I didn’t know how I was supposed to move into magical forgiveness when my life was taken by inhuman. Dying by accident you gain the next level appreciation for life, but in my case, I was murdered. Someone decided they could mess with my body, mind, and life. This is a bit different and way more complex than I would have liked it to be.
I didn’t always talk about it so freely and openly. Behind this courage to expose my story is a lot of deep work, sometimes ugly and messy. And a lot of shame, that now is in the past.
I had to become very creative to really make healing from this possible.
To become not only a survivor but a thriver.
After this profound healing phase a deep calling to share my path of recovery with the world landed on me.
It became obvious, I have to share my healing journey.
I am convinced if I can heal, you can too.
WHAT STORY ARE YOU TELLING YOURSELF THAT IS HOLDING YOU BACK? ARE YOU READY TO LET IT GO FOR GOOD?
Does your heart FEEL you are deserving of all the abundance life can offer to you?
What is your relationship with RECEIVING?
Have you ever dared to imagine yourself having everything you’ve dreamed of? What would you do with it?
Or is this an unknown territory and therefore scary? Often, familiar chaos and dissatisfaction feel safer. The unconscious mind is deeply attached to its painful stories that are running the show. This part is the ego. It seeks confirmation and validation in every situation, even at the cost of your own well-being.
Do you want to be right or happy?
Can you dare to question your own bullshit, or do you need more years of suffering? What is your definition of rock bottom?
Where do you sabotage your own peace and happiness?
Do you know what your most authentic, unapologetic self looks and feels like?
MY CLIENTS HAVE FOUND FREEDOM FROM:
- Addictions: Including alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, sex, codependent relationships, pharmaceutical opioids, and energy stimulants.
- Suicidal ideation.
- Lack of self worth/self esteem. Shame, self loathing.
- Violation trauma caused by sexual and physical abuse.
- Trauma from Narcissistic, Borderline Personality Disorder abuse.
- Abandonment trauma. Loss of loved ones. Heartbreak. Navigation through grief.
- Parental neglect and trauma of enmeshment. Growing up with emotionally immature parents.
- Attachment trauma. Navigating co-dependency. Includes work with Anxious, Avoidant, Disorganized attachment styles.
- Dysregulated nervous system.
Gut inflammation and symptoms that are directly connected to vagus nerve function.
- Chronic Depression: Such as chronic fatigue, burnout, isolation, and lack of motivation for basic tasks. Cortisol and adrenaline loop that prevents from thriving in soulful purpose.
- Anxiety: Persistent rumination about the past, worries about the future, anywhere but present moment. Over-analysis, overthinking, compulsive obsession, intrusive thoughts leading to a life in the head rather than from balanced place mind+heart.
- Dissociation, emotional numbness, life on autopilot.
- Disconnection from Inner Child, the most vulnerable core part of every human, and other significant parts of identity that are hidden in the unconscious. To protect these vulnerable parts from pain of rejection we tend to seek approval, validation and different forms of safety from people that were never capable of providing that in the first place.
- Lack of boundaries, inability to say no or speak your own needs without feeling guilt. Confusion around your own needs. People who work with me often discover they never knew their needs, to the degree that their identities were defined by external factors/people.
- Unwanted Weight Gain/Loss.
- For Women: Loss of periods, cycle and hormonal imbalances, diminished inner radiance and core feminine essence.
- Low libido. Too high libido, using sex or masturbation to release anxiety, stress, tension in the body(most commonly in men).
- Porn addiction.
- Relationship Disconnection: Coping/defense mechanisms and inner protector parts, that are an obstacle to building intimacy with loved ones. I precisely focus on the communication skills that lead to successful relationships based on the courage to be vulnerable without losing the self.
- Masculine and Feminine Polarity Imbalance:
*For women, living too much from inner masculine essence such as overachiever or people pleaser, “good girl” syndrome and many other internalized layers that have direct relation with living in patriarchal society.
*For men, issues with indecision, lack of direction and purpose, difficulty navigating own’s emotional body. Lack of maturity and accountability.
For both polarities there is a way to liberation from the victimhood mentality.
- Loneliness: Often felt even in the presence of many people. Being surrounded by crowds doesn’t necessarily bring emotional connection. We depend on happy hormones especially such as oxytocin. As relational beings, developing and maintaining meaningful connections is essential not only for survival but for living our most fulfilled life in all spheres.
Loneliness is a core reason for internal suffering and all above manifestations of emotional and physical pain, that can make the world seem frightening and rigid.
However, it is possible to overcome it and find true FREEDOM and meaning of life. Paired with desired ALIVENESS.
Your mind is capable of experiencing PEACE and decreased inner monologue.
Your heart is capable of feeling Love for What IS.
Your body is capable of feeling safety, it will discover it has a LIFE FORCE within that motivates you to move mountains. Effortlessly.
REQUEST A FREE DISCOVERY CALL.
This call is your commitment to Freedom from suffering.
We're here to get to know each other.
Share your intention: what changes you're looking to make in your life and the obstacles holding you back.
Or maybe it’s the very beginning of your self exploratory path and you don’t know where to start.
I have been there too. And I am here to help.
After active listening I will share my vision, modalities, and the structure of our work. There are many different ways I guide my clients—not only to help liberate themselves from mental and emotional suffering but also to become their best selves and to thrive in their life purpose.
If you haven’t found your true purpose in life yet, I will be happy to navigate you through that too.
There is no one universal formula for everyone.
My approach is known for navigating the deep-seated blind spots that run our lives.
I'm not healing anyone; I help you heal yourself, leaving you with an incredible set of tools to take away and use for life.
My ultimate goal is to ensure you don't have to return.
But if you do, I'm happy to be of service again.
The path of self-discovery never ends and asking for help is one of the most humbling gestures we can gift to ourselves in life.
Testimonials
Working with Victoria was nothing short of transformational.
I came to her feeling stuck. What I was seeking was a sense of flow, purpose, direction. The best part about Victoria is her ability to immediately see what exactly holds you back and lay out a plan of action without sugarcoating anything. She is always 100% honest about the journey ahead. It feels like you’re in the hands of a very experienced, very capable doctor. She is a doctor - a healer of the soul.
The work isn’t easy. It takes time, patience, effort. You have to dig deep and be ready to be frustrated, vulnerable, disappointed, surprised. Victoria uses a unique (and very powerful) combination of plant medicine, integration, CBT and other frameworks like Human Design. Precisely this variety of techniques is what gives the work you do with Victoria a very balanced feeling - part scientific, part spiritual. It never feels woo woo, but it also never feels like a therapist’s couch. The plant medicine accelerates the work - what would have otherwise taken me years took months.
My journey is just beginning, and thanks to Victoria - who will come into your life at the exactly right moment - I am now more alive, more aware, and more excited to go inwards than ever. Thank you Victoria - you are magic!
ANTONINA R.
Working with Victoria was nothing short of transformational.
Victoria’s healing journeys are nothing short of life-changing. Having undergone a near-death experience herself, Victoria brings a unique and profound perspective to her work. Her sessions help to rewire the brain, creating an emotional and psychological release from the constraints of the 3D world. They also allow for deep subconscious exploration in an effective and extremely necessary way. I am deeply grateful for the transformative impact she has had on my life.
SOMMER A.
She is one of the most intuitive and kindest souls I’ve ever met.
Victoria transformed my life. I met her during a turbulent period, and working with her brought immense joy and clarity. Through our deep and profound sessions, I learned to trust and prioritize myself, discovering the true meaning of self-love and self-compassion. Victoria is an exceptionally skilled and insightful spiritual teacher and therapist.
JULIA S.
I am grateful not only for her guidance but also for her friendship.
Victoria changed my life. Eight hours of session with plants and Victoria as a guide is like spending 10 years in a therapist's office. There are no words to fully describe what happens to you, but you know you'll never be the same. Victoria helped me realize my life—to choose living instead of worrying, hiding my feelings, or living others' lives. It sounds simple, but in reality, nothing has been more challenging. In sessions with Victoria, I got to know myself. And that's the coolest thing that's ever happened to me.
I first went to Victoria during the peak of my postpartum depression. My son was a month old. Every morning, I woke up with the same choice—have coffee or jump out the window. I was lost, drained, my relationships were falling apart, and I felt nothing for my baby. A few hours later, I left our session as a completely different person. My traumatized matrix was removed and replaced with a new one. It sounds absurd, but it's true—everything changed in a day. I genuinely adore Victoria and am grateful she's in my life, helping me navigate through the toughest times.
YUNA P.
Victoria helped me realize my life—to choose living instead of worrying, hiding my feelings, or living others' lives.
Я даже не могу передать свое состояние, клянусь!!! Меня просто переполняет! Настолько спокойное, доверительное и уверенное чувство счастья. Какой то микс, который я не могу описать словами.
Спасибо огромное за возможность прикоснуться к этому состоянию. Уже быть в нем сейчас это большая благодать для меня. Я как будто на 1000 уровней вверх.
Главное же почувствовать и понять что может быть по другому. В какой эмоциональной яме я была это же просто не описать словами.
VERA S.
Настолько спокойное, доверительное и уверенное чувство счастья.
I discovered Victoria while searching for relief from the intense grief of losing my child. I had no interest in eating or even moving.
I couldn’t see a path forward and had no desire to live.
I was searching for a light at the end of the tunnel when I met the dearest Victoria, who is so compassionate and kind.
She touched my soul.
Her knowledgeable experience in psychology and the afterlife realm showed me a peaceful place within myself.
I now know my daughter is okay, and I will be okay too.
BILLIE K.
Going with Victoria on this journey helped me to move forward in love and acceptance.
Break down the walls! I had no previous experience in this area, I mean none! With an open mind and a little Netflix-related insight I showed up on Feb 16, 2023 to meet Victoria in Los Angeles. Over those next 10hrs I felt like I traveled great distances through my life (lives) with surreal perspectives - at least 3 perceived dimensional planes - and I only wish I had known to do this sooner. This is the way to do it. This is the way to break through your limitations and open up to a fresh start. Victoria was my thoughtful guide and there’s no reason to hold back when you’re in her care. The setting was ideal. Without giving too much away, I recommend it to anyone that’s reading this. Don’t delay. Life changing for sure. Healing and profound. Thank you.
Trevor R.
I feel incredibly lucky to have met Victoria at a time in my life when I needed it the most. I was questioning the value of life and carrying a lot of unresolved pain.
Victoria helped me uncover the deeper layers of my trauma and dissatisfaction with life. After just a few sessions with her, I felt like a completely different person!
I finally have a clear understanding of myself and where to go next. The weight of pain and suffering is finally being processed, something I never thought was possible.
The way I view life and its challenges no longer scare me, thanks to what I've learned and processed in these sessions.
Victoria has a unique gift for recognizing the path you’re on and offering tools specifically tailored to your situation. This has truly been the life-changing experience I was searching for!
Victoria C.
This ceremony with Victoria transformed my perspective on reality. It began with a sacred space—incense, candles, cozy blankets, and perfect music. The powerful medicine she prepared gently guided me to my earliest memory of birth. My body felt safe to revisit this traumatic experience, supported by Victoria. I remembered the pinkish hues of the womb, the surrender through the birth canal, and the trauma of modern obstetrics: being pulled out by someone in latex gloves, having my cord cut too soon, and being placed on a cold scale under harsh lights. I didn’t get the tender welcome I needed.
Victoria held space throughout, allowing me to process and express my emotions. This experience illuminated how this pain affected my entire life. Before the ceremony, I disliked cuddling or being touched, but after this profound rebirthing experience I felt my indigenous lineage move through me, and my body responded in new ways, it opened for receiving love. Victoria’s supportive presence, free of judgment, was invaluable. Now, I embrace my lover’s touch, stay in hugs longer, and feel safe with touch and healthy boundaries. I deeply appreciate Victoria’s work and encourage others to explore their inner subconscious for healing. This woman, who has seen the other side, will guide and protect you through your journey.